Let me just begin by saying that, I don't know what the fuck is going on with me, but something. I have tried to see medical doctors and I don't believe they listen to folks. I know they don't. You have to beg to get tests done, etc.
I have been complaining of fatigue for over 2 years now, and they say I'm 'normal'.
Well after 2 years of complaining I'm finally 'abnormal'. Now I have anemia. And, big black circles under my eyes. And debilitating fatigue. And arthritis, and dry skin. Huge zits coming out on my neck, which is weird cuz I have short hair. My skin seems more oily in the winter than it does in summer. Weird.
Weight gain, fat belly, no matter how good I eat. Lethargic, can't breathe. And I try to tell people, medical people there is something wrong, and it's always 'no, you are fine'. Apparently I'm not fine. I'm not fucking fine and if one more person tells me to 'smile' I'm going to knock them out.
I used to be a happy and healthy and fun person. Now I'm fucked. And not in a good way.
There is a lot more to this story but I remember my mom saying her doctors don't listen, and she had a huge fucking tumor they 'missed'. How do you miss a fucking 8 lb tumor, exactly?
I work in the 'health' field and there are so many unhealthy people, and they don't even know it because they're told they are 'fine'. Now I'm so tired I can't even train, do Crossfit or when I do workout it's a little bit and I get tired.
It could be adrenal fatigue. It could be thyroid. It could be menopause, or pre menopause or some fucking syndrome that people get that gives them extreme fatigue and black eyes.
We pay over 750$ for two people for 'healthcare' and I have to beg for tests, and others like me do too. And that's a month. Yes, we can be over charged for healthcare! Not only that but all 'alternative medicine' you have to pay out of pocket, so that's pretty much all my money lately for tests that regular doctors don't do.
Regular MD's only have about a weekend's worth of nutrition taught to them at school. Hmm. Kind of fucked up knowing that the USA is #1 in obesity. At least we're #1 at something, cuz 'healthcare' ain't it!
http://www.businessinsider.com/best-healthcare-systems-in-the-world-2012-6?op=1
It makes me angry that there are so many poisons in our food, and pesticides, and all kinds of stuff like modified wheat, the glutens that are sickening many. Oh, it could be that, too. 'Leaky Gut'. It's when your intestines have a hole in it, so that stuff leaks out from your intestinal tract into your body causing inflammatory problems. No coincidence or anything but #BTtoxin is a poison that explodes bugs intestines when they eat it. You can't wash it off. It's IN the food. Most of these crops have poison already inside them, and then we eat that. Washing it does nothing, as it's embedded in the whole vegetable or fruit.
http://www.askdrmaxwell.com/2013/03/the-gut-destroying-toxin-you-eat-everyday/
Organic IS expensive. It was $15 dollars for a bag of organic grapes. I put them back, because I can get something else for that 15 bucks, no offense but it's a little steep.
So yeah, I'm missing my old self. And we should really, really care more about what's in the food. You're gonna be giving that to your family, so- it's pretty important. Also what's important is the labeling, so we know what's in it. But our wonderful #gubbermint (govt.) doesn't want us to know what we're eating. That's fucked up cuz they're eating it too! Most countries have #banned a lot of our foodstuffs, but not here.
So yeah, just think about that for a minute. They don't tell you what's in cigarettes either. Patent secret. I think it's really really wrong to fuck with humanity. I'm not an 'experiment'. I didn't consent to eating chemicals and nasty things, but I do and I did and we all do. And who knows? Maybe I'm having a nervous breakdown or something which is not related to anything I've said but I really doubt it, cuz I don't eat fast food, or junk food, or things like that. I was an avid Crossfitter.
I'm going to see what this brings about. Hopefully something good.
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